No Means No

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“Kindly and firmly, she refused to sleep with me. Not even a charity fuck.” ― Julian May, Orion Arm

There she was, laying on the bed with nothing but her shirt half unbuttoned and her panties. She gave me a dirty, mischievous look with her blue eyes as she then took her panties off, flung them to the side, laid back fully spreading her legs and said “I want you to fuck me.”

3 Hours Earlier

About two weeks ago, I had been crazy busy and hadn’t been able to get out into world for almost a month, so I decided it was time for a proper night out. Now there’s nothing wrong with being in, you gotta do what you gotta do when you’re working on your side hustles, but it is a good idea to not be in total hermit mode for too long. I hit up a few of my friends and let them know I’d be heading downtown to explore some life and find some adventure, and so I headed out to do just that.

I wound up meeting up with one of my friends briefly at a lounge in downtown, he was meeting a date there but we got caught up quickly. He then spotted his date and went to meet up with her, and so I enjoyed my beverage while scoping the place out. There were mainly couples in the venue and not much potential, but I was having a good time just being out in the world. I then finished my drink, saw that my friend’s date looked like it was off to a great start, so then left the lounge and went to another high end restaurant/bar that was next door. The energy of the place was good and the vibes of the bar scene were solid, so I got settled at the bar and ordered a drink. To my left where two girls, a brunette and a blonde, both were cute, looked to be in their late 20’s and they were talking about traveling. To my right was a guy and girl that seemed to be on a date.

Naturally my attention was more drawn to the girls on my left, and I noticed they were sharing a drink out of unique looking glass. I tapped the brunette on the shoulder and made a comment about the glass, and then she proceeded to tell me about how the drink in it wasn’t very good, but they had decided to tray something new this night, and so far it wasn’t working out for them. “That’s always a risk with new adventures, but you don’t know until you know,” I replied, and I then introduced myself. The girls where very friendly and pretty quickly we were having a very entertaining conversation. The Brunette was from the mid west and the blonde was from Sweden.

As the conversion progressed, the blonde seemed to be a bit more friendly and my gut was telling me that there could be some strong potential. After about an hour, which made the time 11:30, both girls were ready to call it a night. I had other friends in the area that I had been texting with, so I wasn’t going to lose any sleep if these girls left. Then a couple of guys dressed in tuxedos came to the bar, and they joined our conversation. Turns out there where at the restaurant for a 50th birthday party and then I suggested a group photo, which we all had a blast taking. The guys i tuxedo’s returned to their party, then I got both girl’s numbers to text them the picture. I then inquired as to what part of town they lived in, and the brunette lives about 15 minutes away while the blonde lived 1 block away. “I’ll walk you both home” I said to them as they finished paying their tab. “You’re such a gentleman,” the brunette replied. The blonde then hugged up on my and gave me a kiss on the cheek, so I knew that my night was far from over.

I walked the blonde and brunette back to the blonde’s place, which was this high rise loft space, and we waited for the brunette’s uber to arrive, which only took 2 minutes. After we made sure the brunette was off, the blonde asked me if I could help her carry up some packages she had waiting for her at reception, and being the gentleman I was called earlier, obliged. We picked up a couple packages and then made our way up to her loft. Inside her loft was nice, chic, and had a solid view of the LA skyline. I set the packages on her living room table and then the blonde invited to checkout the view on her balcony. On the balcony we proceeded to make out, and then I told her we should move things back inside so she could give me a tour of her place. The “tour” consisted of her taking me straight to the bedroom where we got on the bed and proceeded to make out intensely. Things escalated to me finger blasting her for a bit and then she managed to very quickly and smoothly get my pants down. She then gave me a fantastic blowjob for a few minutes, then she laid back on the bed with a little bit of a guilty look on her face.

She looked at me and said “I should tell you something…” and my red-flag-spidey sense was telling me something was off…this certainly wouldn’t be an “it’s that time of the month” conversation. “So I kinda have a boyfriend…” she said. There she was, laying on the bed with nothing but her shirt half unbuttoned and her panties. She gave me a dirty, mischievous look with her blue eyes as she then took her panties off, flung them to the side, laid back fully spreading her legs and said “I want you to fuck me.”

Now, I paused for about 1 second which felt like an hour, as my brain and my cock had a conversation. I visualized them both in the cockpit of an airplane, and my dick was saying we were cleared to land so it was going to put the plane down while my brain was saying that the runway had been compromised and we needed to divert to another runway. After this back and forth, I asked “So where is he?” I had decided that this wasn’t going down because my gut was telling me something was off and I never ignore my gut. Also I didn’t want to be literally balls deep in this girl all to suddenly have this guy just waltz in and go berserk which might end with me getting stabbed. Gent’s, always protect yourself first, no sex is worth that type of risk.

She went on to tell me about how he was in San Francisco, how they had no feeling in their relationship, and how everything was ok. I noticed a picture of her and guy on her night stand and I asked,”Is that him?” I was intentionally trying to kill the mood to give myself an easier out, especially since if she hand’t told me anything and we had sex, I would have been as much of a victim as him, but if I did it now I would be an accomplice. But more so my gut was saying something isn’t right with this girl. She starts telling me about the guy in the picture and it turns out that they had been married and together for 4 years, but he died almost 2 years ago.  I sat next to her on the the bed while she told me more about it. She told me that she was the love of her life, but then starts insisting that she mis-spoke and didn’t have a boyfriend and was single. She then pushes me back on the bed, tries getting my shirt off and grabs at my dick saying “Just put it inside me.” Inside my head I was pretty amused at the thought that a judge would never believe this tale as I was literally being molested and this girl was trying for lack of a better word to rape me.

I then pretended to hear my phone vibrate and I reached for it, telling her that my good friends I was supposed to meet up with where wondering were I was. I told her I had to meetup with them, but I’d call her the next day to see about hanging. She protested a bit, but eventually stopped trying to rape me and relented. I left her place thinking “What in the hell was that all about?” and then proceeded to text my friends about what had happened. She kept texting me until about 3 am that night, but I assured her I’d talk to her the next day to see what’s up. The next afternoon I did text her to see how she was, more so for liability reasons I’ll detail below, and she asked when she could see me, and she insisted that she was still single. I told he we could meet up the following week, but she was out of town, so it’d have to be when she gets back. I said “Sounds cool” and have left it at that.

Takeaways

3. Always trust your gut. If something feels off, it’s off and your gut is talking to you for a reason. I’ve had girls that wanted to fuck and they’ve been fun times, however the place this girl seemed to be coming from seemed like she was desperately trying to fill a void. And add in the baggage of a dead love of her life, that was a huge red flag too bright for me to ignore.

2. Never keep yourself in a situation that you aren’t comfortable. In the era of #metoo and “he said, she said” = it’s always what she said, you need to make sure your protect yourself. Call it being overly cautious, but you have to be aware of the times. And in my gut, I knew she wanted sex in the moment, but what happens the next day if she decided to change her mind or that she shouldn’t have done that? That’s why I saved screen shots of our text conversations and checked in with her the next day, to see if she genuinely interested or if she was too caught up in the moment and had some regrets. Always protect yourself, no sex is worth catching false allegations.

1. Keep doing you. Despite this interesting situation, I still kept going out the following days. Sometimes you’ll have a bad or very strange experience, but don’t let that discourage you, there’s still plenty more living to do.

Cheers.

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The Sean Whalen Interview – Episode 5 Of The Alpha Jedi Podcast

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“If you wanna help the poor; don’t be poor. “ – Sean Whalen

In this highly inspiring episode of the Alpha Jedi Podcast, I had the immense honor of having renown entrepreneur, coach and thought leader Sean Whalen as a guest. He’s built multiple businesses, created the Lions Not sheep Organization, is a best-selling self-published author, has run for congress and has raced in the Baja 500, to name a few highlights.

In this not-to-be-missed 45 minute episode, we discuss, the need for personal accountability, Donald Trump, the challenges men face today, and much, much more.

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The Family Alpha Interview On Episode 3 Of The Alpha Jedi Podcast

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“Your paycheck does not earn you respect. The gifts you buy your family, that doesn’t make you a leader. What they need is you. You know, they need your presence, not presents. “ – The Family Alpha

For a very special 3rd episode dropping in time for Father’s Day, I had the great pleasure of having renown blogger, family man and writer The Family Alpha as a guest. He’s been a featured speaker at The 21 Convention, is a published author, and a proud a father of 2, to name a few highlights.

In this 45 minute episode, we discuss, the modern state of masculinity, The 21 Convention, the challenges father’s face today, the NFL and much, much more. Check it out for free:

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The Alpha Jedi Podcast – Episode 2 The Girl Game Guide

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“Just play. Have fun. Enjoy the game.” – Michael Jordan

The 2nd episode of the Alpha Jedi Podcast has dropped, and sparked by popular demand this episode is focusing on Girl Game. This topic is something with little coverage and I had put together a written guide on some of the types of women you can encounter.

In this episode, discuss some of the various strategies and types of Girl Game, what to be aware of and look for, and much, much more. Check it out for free:

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The Ed Latimore Interview On The Alpha Jedi Podcast

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“I just wanna get hit real fast to make sure I’m not made out of paper” – Ed Latimore

To launch the inaugural episode of the Alpha Jedi Podcast, I had the honer of having  heavyweight boxer,  Twitter philosopher and blogging prodigy Ed Latimore. He’s a recent graduate with a degree in physics and was also recently interviewed on the Christian McQueen podcast and The Art of Manliness podcast, to name a few highlights.

In this 1 hour episode, we discuss social dynamics, the modern state of men and women, the mindset of fighting in the ring and much, much more. Check it out for free:

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Beta Beware

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“Beware of those who are bitter, for they will never allow you to enjoy your fruit.” ― Suzy Kassem

In light of the recent Aziz Ansari story, I wanted to highlight a few of the Red Pill dynamics and implications from this as I feel we have a very big example of the dangers Blue Pill men face, especially when they act in a Beta manner.

3. Allegation is the new “Truth.”

In modern times, it doesn’t matter what the actual truth is anymore, all that matter is the court of public opinion which is frothing at the mouth to consume the perceived guilty. When this story broke, there has been an instant outcry for blood, despite the story being an allegation. An allegation, is an accusation of something, but that doesn’t mean it’s the truth. Our justice system was founded to be the direct inverse of the Napoleonic Code; we are to presume innocence until guilt can be proven. However, in the age of social media being the driving tool of public opinion, an allegation equals the truth without question, and many of these Hollywood stars are learning this reality the hard way. The modern witch hunt has gone into full swing. The irony of this is that in an episode of House of Cards, Keven Spacy’s (who has his own issues to deal with) character Frank Underwood called this out: “If I allege that you I had lunch yesterday, then as far as the public is concerned, you and I had lunch yesterday.”

2. Your loyalty doesn’t mean shit.

Aziz has been an outspoken male-feminist and has used his platform to produce his highly Blue Pill series Master of None as a way to sympathize with the movement. Yet once this story has broke, he’s been cast as the hypocrite and a villain in the eyes of his supposed “allies.” Christian McQueen stated it best in an email on the topic when he stated that these feminist allies “eat their own,” and that’s exactly what we’re seeing here. (Side plug, if you’re not on his daily email list you should be). All of his years of feminist siding and being “the good boy” for the cause means absolutely nothing. And like many Blue Pill men, there comes a horror when the realization hits that all their personal investment in that relationship doesn’t mean anything. He was one of the big allies of the feminist movement and yet they turned on him in a split second.

A quote that sums this up brilliantly is from the movie The Dark Knight, when the Joker and Batman are having a face to face conversion (which I am sure many of you have experienced firsthand as Red Pill aware men talking to Blue Pill conditioned men):

“Don’t talk like one of them; you’re not. Even if you’d like to be. To them you’re just a freak…like me. They need you right now…but when they don’t…they’ll cast you out. Like a leper. See their morals; their code; it’s a bad joke. Dropped at the first sign of trouble. They’re only as good as the world allows them to be. I’ll show you, when the chips are down, these uh…these “civilized” people; they’ll eat each other. You see I’m not a monster. I’m just ahead of the curve.” – The Joker

This is the trap many Blue Pill male feminist fall into. They think that by being outspoken supporters of the movement they are in fact being Batman and saving the day from the Red Pill and Alpha men of the world, aka the Jokers of the world. But what they fail to realize is that they are nothing more the disposable tools for cause. The cause does not care about them, it only uses them as a means to keep their objectives in check before discarding these men after their usefulness has been served.

1. Game is important now than ever.

Reading the account of what transpired, it’s easy to spot where Game would have saved Aziz from his present situation. Now, I take this account with a very skeptical lens, as it is in human nature for us to always tell a story that paints us in the best light possible, and girls are extremely adept at doing it. This girl is certainly doing that here as she admits to giving him a blowjob but is still somehow 100% faultless in him thinking she wanted sex. the abridged version of the story is they meet for dinner date, go back to his place, start making out, and then things escalate to make her feel pressured and uncomfortable. Even after mutual oral sex, he keeps trying to have sex with her, and she subtly tries to tell him she doesn’t want to (without ever at any point actually verbalizing or walking away and leaving).

Essentially, he is being held accountable and punished because he is not a psychic and can’t read her every thought. He just doesn’t “get it.” Based on this girl’s version of events, had he utilized Game to read the girl’s actions he could have been a better, more genuine seducer, or he would have recognized early on that this girl wasn’t fully into the moment and he would have de-escalated the situation. But in any case the message is clear: If you do not know Game so you can read women then you will be punished for it when they regret the experience later. Learn Game and master it, or you will be a Master of None.

Final Thought

I do feel for Aziz in this instance, because as a former Blue Pill Beta I can see how he could have misread the situation so badly. I sincerely hope that a reconciliation is made and that he does not choose to go the suicide route, as many Blue Pill men in his situation often do. With my Red Pill lens I can see that there is her side of the story and his side of the story and somewhere in the middle is the truth, but the public unfortunately doesn’t care about that fact, they only care about her side of the story. If he really did intentionally try to have sex with this girl in an explicitly non-consensual way, they he deserves the public lynching. But based on what’s been stated, he seems to be another casualty in the war of female primacy, and he was one of their biggest allies. Stay woke people. If you help the masters make slavery more efficient, you’re only tightening the chains around your own neck.

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